You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, (Psalm 30:11)
Though
I prefer the NASB’s use of “mourning” to the NIV’s, “wailing,” the latter fits
better with my recent post about grocery store aisles. This verse brings to
mind a transition that has taken place in the last ten years. The first five of
those years still involved lots of stress caring for my father, but there were
tiny steps. In the past five, I’ve moved more assuredly into gladness (NASB),
joy (NIV), and, well, maybe not quite dancing.
But
this isn’t the way we think it should be. We want the transition to go at the
speed of Leo Sayer’s Long Tall Glasses:
less than three minutes between “of course I can’t dance” and “Hand me down my tuxedo, next week I’m
coming back for more.” But as I said in the paragraph above, it’s been ten
years and it’s still “of course I can’t dance.” Of course, that’s just from my
perspective. It’s possible that God thinks I do a great spiritual Quick Step or
Paso. I doubt it, but I don’t trust my self-evaluation.
Now,
this doesn’t mean that everything’s going as I want it to, all the time, with
no difficulties, no stress, and no failures. But I have been deeply blessed by with
time to heal, learn, try, begin to hope (at least a little), and to become something
closer to the kind of person I want to be. In addition to time, God has given
me opportunities, friendships, challenges, and flat-out commands that have removed
sackcloth and given me joy.
So, how does any of this matter to you? How is it
more than bragging? The point is that God can and does do this for people. It
may not happen in this trip down the grocery store aisle, in the three minutes
between “of course I can’t dance” and “hand me down my tuxedo,” but that doesn’t
mean it won’t happen. And, while everything may still not be perfect, it can be
a lot better than we deserve or honestly expect.
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