Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that
suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. (Romans 5:3-4)
His speech persuaded them. They called the apostles in and had
them flogged. Then they ordered them not to speak in the name of Jesus,
and let them go.
The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name. Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good news that Jesus is the Messiah. (Acts 5:40-42)
A friend loaned me a book
that provides an inside view of what the Huguenots (French Protestants) faced
in the late 1600s. If you read Fox’s Book of Martyrs, you’ll discover the
horrors faced by other Christians. According to Aid to the Church in Need, 2019
was one of the bloodiest years ever in terms of attacks on Christians.[1] I
don’t know the parameters they used, and I don’t know whether or not they are
accurate in that claim, but I do know that attacks on Christians seem to be
increasing, and I’ve read Daniel and Revelation. I have a tiny clue about what’s
coming at some point.
Quite frankly, I can’t
imagine not recanting if the choice to were to recant or face what the girl in
the book I’m reading faced. I can’t imagine being as strong as she’s depicted. Even
more, I can’t imagine considering it an honor to be tortured, as the apostles
did. I am greatly convinced of my weakness, but I am also greatly convinced
that God can give the grace needed to survive such torment. My hope, should
that day come, is not in my courage, strength, or will, but in God’s mercy and
provision.
I’ve read of people who
put themselves on diets of moldy, maggoty bread and rotten fruit to prepare
I know a lot of people
who are less fond of confrontation than they believe I am. I don’t actually
like confrontation, either, but I’m trying to learn to handle it better. One of
the things I need to do is what I’ve been talking about frequently of late – to
turn my focus to God instead of blaming or pitying myself. Another is to study
even harder. Becoming physically stronger may help a little, but deepening my
faith in God through the Word, that’s a better answer.
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