To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:31-32)
Freedom! We all
say we want it, but do we? I’m approaching the end of my third year of comparative
freedom. I spent years under the authority of my parents, schools, and
employers. I’m still under the authority of God, of the government, of society,
and my circumstances (e.g. finances,) but for the past three years, I’ve been
comparatively free. Some would probably call it a mid-life crisis.
I’ve wasted
money, often trying to figure out ways to not have to spend money. I’ve struggled
with the questions. Who am I, now that I’m no longer daughter/student/employee?
What do I want to do with my life? What do I want to be when I grow up? What if
I fail? Who is going to be there to pick me up and kiss my booboo, or to put
the pieces back together for me? Now that it feels as if I’ve wasted years and
decades of my life, what am I supposed to do? What can I do that will make my
life other than a waste (whether until now, or from now on)?
I’m not the
only one who struggles with these sorts of questions. If I were, there’d be no
term like “midlife crisis.” Women would not find themselves in one bad
relationship after another. Criminals wouldn’t commit crimes to get back into
prison. There’d be no saying like, “Insanity is doing the same thing over and
over and expecting different results.” We’d learn from history, so it wouldn’t have
to repeat itself!
Put simply,
while freedom sounds wonderful – and is wonderful – it’s also difficult,
frightening, and full of consequences. For one thing, it’s not absolute. I know
people who say they aren’t free because they can’t leap into the air and fly. There
are always authorities from which we are not free. Jesus said that knowing the
truth would be what sets us free, so it is what is not true that enslaves and imprisons
us.
When we talk
about freedom, it seems that a great deal of freedom requires connection. We
are free to, free from, or free of something. In today’s
passage, the condition and association is truth. Knowing the truth sets us free.
It sets us free from lies and errors. It sets us free to make wise choices.
Here are the problems. Freedom takes
Time
Effort
Attention
Discomfort
Facing resistance from ourselves and
others
Experience/training
Patience
Commitment
Responsibility
Choice
Wisdom
It’s easier to
be a slave to a lie, but the price for doing it is even higher.
Comments
Post a Comment