Turn to me and have mercy on me, as you always do to those who love your name. (Psalm 119:132)
When nothing specific came to mind, it came to mind that the
word I was using might be wrong. Might I be looking for grace? To be treated in
a way I didn’t deserve? That was closer, but not quite it, either. The next
candidate was “compassion.” Did I want God to show concern for my sufferings
and misfortunes? What sufferings or misfortunes?
I still haven’t worked out exactly what I’m asking God for
when I say, “Lord, have mercy.” And I know God knows what I’m looking for,
even if I don’t. God isn’t trapped by
our inexactitude. If I ask for mercy and I need compassion, He’s wise and
will meet me according to my needs. It’s not for His sake that I’m struggling
over the form of my need. It’s for me, because understanding is part of
maturation.
Understanding these things also helps us love others facing the same sort of difficulties. Oddly enough, the solution to my word
puzzle came from someone else’s word puzzle. She was trying to find a term to use for
an item that breaks a curse. After some back-and-forth, I realized that the opposite
of a curse is a blessing. When I mentioned that to her, I realized that’s also
the term I’m looking for when I say, “Have mercy, Lord.” And that makes all the
difference in the world.
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