For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. (II Timothy 1:7)
Yesterday at work, I came
face to face with my cowardice. Cowardice might be too strong a term. Timidity
might be better. I got to work with a full-time coworker who has been working with the person in charge of the decorations we carry. Our boss didn’t happen to be there, so she texted him to ask for marching orders, went to another authority to get paperwork, and got to work on some boxes of stuff that were well away from
the registers.
I immediately saw the difference
between us. She had no problem diving in, while I couldn’t imagine checking
with my boss except regarding my schedule. It’s not that I’m not a hard worker; it’s that taking initiative (in my thinking) is likely to get me in
trouble for going beyond my place. I’ll step on someone’s toes. I might do
something wrong.
The idea of learning from
her came to mind. So did today’s verse; I’m glad it did because it is interesting. The first item of note is the word spirit. In the NIV,
as shown above, it’s translated as Spirit. In the NASB, it’s spirit.
Other translations choose one or the other, and I suspect it’s an ongoing
debate among the scholars. Instead of choosing a side, I will point out that
if the spirit involved is the Spirit, He will certainly work in our lives to
produce a spirit that is in His image, so He will have given us a Spirit that
gives us a spirit.
The next interesting thing
about the spirit is that it’s a spirit. According to Dallas Willard, the spirit
refers to the heart – the innermost core of a person, which was (at the time
the verse was written) the seat of the will. The thing about my cowardice or
timidity is that it’s a habitual response, meaning it’s an attitude. And the answer
involves power, love, and a sound mind. The answer to a problem of the spirit
is the Spirit, effort, love, and good thinking. And I need to think about this
more.
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