He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” (Psalm 46:10)
There are times when I am
still, and as soon as I hear the silence echo, I look for something to fill it.
Like peace, which tends to mean “flatline” in my mind, it’s a condition
to be feared and avoided. Most of the time, though, being still seems less
possible than holding my breath. Without something occupying my mind, it goes
on its own rabbit trails. It just doesn’t work well to tell myself repeatedly
to stop thinking. I get stuck on the first phrase.
Some people get stuck on
the second phrase: and know that I am God. They either can’t tolerate
the idea of any god, or they can’t stomach the idea of this particular God
being the true God to the exclusion of any other. Still others get stuck on God’s
“arrogant” claim to exaltation from others. The result of both those sticking
points returns to mine. The person can’t or won’t be still.
Teachers on the subject
of stillness and silence often suggest that instead of beating ourselves up
when we find we’re not being still, we should gently take note of the issue and bring
ourselves back to being still. That isn’t bad advice, but today, a different
idea comes to mind that may be the answer to all three sticking points. Instead
of shushing ourselves, we need to get to know God better. Instead of focusing
on how noisy we’re being, or how much we resent anyone or anything claiming to
be God, we should seek Him, read about Him, consider Him, and generally turn
our focus on Him.
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