For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:21)
What
does this mean? I understand the part about dying being gain, but what does it
mean by “to live is Christ”? It’s something I suspect we twist and complicate.
Where do we even look for an example? Paul would be the obvious choice, except
he lived 2000 years ago and we don’t have a way to watch his daily routine. Was
he able to have a conversation about tentmaking without Jesus being mentioned
in every sentence? Yes, I’m going to extremes but if we put living being Christ
on my notorious exam table, what does it look like? What are its parameters and
rules?
The answers
aren’t easy. We want to say that to live being Christ is lifegiving, life-affirming,
and wonderful, but it involves dying to self. We want to set rules about
praying, Bible study and memorization, witnessing, etc., but that is legalism
and leads to hypocrisy. We want to “living is Christ” into something that makes
us feel worthy and good even if what makes us feel worthy and good involves torturing ourselves.
Sometimes, we treat it like a competition.
I
suspect that what it means precisely what we don’t want it to mean. We want it
to be an achievable goal for which we can feel good. There may be some many
opportunities to feel good involved, but I suspect it means being in a
relationship with Christ on a moment-by-moment basis. It involves being a
disciple or apprentice. It involves learning from the past and pressing on
toward the future without making either an idol, and doing so in a way that
matters now. “Now” may be the most important part. It’s easy to plan to do
something. When we fail, it’s not our fault. We can plan forever. It’s harder
to “get it right” when you’re in the middle of it. But that’s where life is
lived, and if we are to hold the view that “to live is Christ” then we have to
keep it in the present tense.
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