She
gave this name to the LORD who
spoke to her: “You are the God who sees me,” for she said, “I have now seen the
One who sees me.” (Genesis 16:13)
You
know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You
discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.(Psalm 139:2-3)
El
Roi is one of God's names. It was given him by an Egyptian slave girl on the
run from her mistress. She was out of resources and out of ideas. She was well
past the "Hang in there, Baby. Friday's coming" and the "tying a
knot at the end of her rope" stages. Then God showed up and this is the
name she gave Him. Clearly, seeing doesn't refer to mere stimulation of the
optic nerve. It has to do with awareness, and more. She had God's attention.
The
passage from Psalm 139 is one of my favorites. Again, it points out that God is
aware. He notices. I've written before that in my imagination, God is doing His
god-stuff - maybe taking reports from the angels - when he holds up a finger
and looks away from the angels and said, "Wait a sec, Karen's thinking. I
want to listen in." It means so much more than that I'm just another ewe
in His innumerable herd, interchangeable with all the others.
I
don't know if you'll find awareness or consciousness in most lists of the
attributes of God. It might be considered part of God's personhood, or part of
His omniscience. It could even be part
of His being love. I don't know if it is something about God that you need to
discover or remember, but it is something I need to remember every day.
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