Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding (Proverbs 3:5)
I
should write about this verse at least once each month. Today, there
are two ideas demanding attention. First, this passage isn’t talking
about throwing rationality out the window. This passage is not about doing
things that make no sense just because we’re not supposed to lean on our understanding.
It should not be part of our daily goal to leap off a building to prove we aren’t
leaning on our understanding that gravity works. That would be another matter if God should specifically and clearly ask or command you to jump off the building.
The
second idea is that if and when God asks or commands me to do something that
doesn’t make sense, and I trust Him rather than leaning on my own
understanding, I am sacrificing something valuable to me. I suppose that
other people may not put such a significant focus on the mental aspect of things, but
I tend to. Some folks say I overthink. I counter the possibility that they
simply don’t think. For me, understanding is ultimately a matter of control, so
accepting “not understanding” is a huge sacrifice. If I give up the right or
need to understand, I also give up the right or need to approve.
And
here is the issue – the problem – the area in which I am struggling. I have a
part-time job for which I haven’t been scheduled yet. I may get some work done
on my garden slowly, but for the most part, gardening is weeks away. I still
have some unpacking to do…but I’m not busy.
I’m stressed because I’m not stressed. In a way, I’m on vacation. I get
to take a rest. And I’m afraid that I’ll get lazy or bored or that God will
choose this time to focus on some things that I generally keep myself too busy
to consider.
Maybe he is telling you to take this time for you , spend it taking care of you!!
ReplyDeleteMaybe - or at least to do a better job of it.
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