It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. (Galatians 5:1)
Years ago, someone asked me about the
freedom I could have if I rejected Christianity. He was disappointed to hear
that I wouldn’t immediately take up smoking, drinking, swearing, sleeping
around, and petty theft. They aren’t a part of my life and I don’t see any
reason why taking them up when I don’t want to makes me free. When Paul write
this passage, he was referring specifically to people coming into the church
and insisting that Christians must follow Jewish laws (e.g. circumcision) in
order to be a real Christian. But recently, the question of what my life would
look like if I were free has come to mind, and I’ve told myself, “I don’t have
the time to contemplate that” and gone on my way.
Today seems to be a day to consider
it. What would my life look like if I were free? What would yours look like? Let’s
set the rule that this is not freedom from consequences of what you do… food
still contains calories but at the same time, your body still needs it. Killing
people is still illegal and drinking and driving may result in the loss of life.
But take it from either direction: free from or free to.
Three ideas immediately come to
mind. The first is being free from my emotional connection with food. The
second is freedom from the need to work to make a living - but that violates the
rule above. And it’s not that I don’t like my job, I just don’t like feeling as
if I need to work just to scrape by. The third is probably related to
the second and may be more than one thing I’d like to be free of the compulsion
to perform and from the sense of never being good enough. A few more possibilities:
freedom from doubt, hatred, fear, anger, jealousy/envy, pride, and depression
as controlling forces.
Now, what about some things I’d
like to be free to do? I suspect that
the first one that comes to mind is simply the inverse of freedom from. I wish
I had the freedom to dance. I can’t dance, but I think the freedom to dance has
more to do with being free from not being good enough, or from pride. I’d like
to be free to do what I consider fun. What would that mean? First, it would
mean that I wouldn’t feel embarrassed or guilty because I don’t find what
everyone else calls fun enjoyable. Secondly, it would require that I not think
the things I do enjoy doing embarrassing. Thirdly, it would require that I stop
feeling guilty for having fun, period. I struggle with reading fiction sometimes
because it’s just for fun. I think that goes back to the freedom from the
compulsion to perform. I’m sensing a trend here. Freedom from is freedom to,
and freedom to requires freedom from.
But now we reach the obvious point
of the post. Your turn - whether you comment on this post or just think about
it on your own - what would you like to be free from? Free to?
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