If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. (James 1:5)
Wisdom, Direction,
Attitude. Those have been my automatic prayer requests for years. I suspect
wisdom is on many people’s lists. Technically, if I had wisdom, there would be
no question of my direction or my attitude. It’s all about wisdom.
The first problem is that
God doesn’t answer my prayer. I don’t open a book (even the Bible!) and put my finger
on some wisdom. No light shines. No note descends from Heaven on a fishhook. I
don’t have flashes of insight with which to impress someone. Life just goes on,
disappointed because God doesn’t answer my prayers.
And as life goes on, I
find that I’ve learned a thing or two. I respond differently and it works. I
realize that, while God can certainly teach us in a flash of insight, He tends
to teach over time. The gift of wisdom isn’t generally magical. While our
awareness may come suddenly, wisdom is not built in seconds. It accumulates over
decades.
Another problem with the
way I tend to seek wisdom is a lack of specificity or need. I want wisdom,
period. Is there a specific question, need, or situation? No, I just want
wisdom. If I faced a decision with options and asked for wisdom, God could and
probably would have an answer to give me, but the only real answer to “Give me
wisdom” without a specific issue is “OK, here’s life. Live it.” It’s still an answer. It’s a great answer.
Just not the answer I wanted.
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