After the death of
Moses the servant of the Lord, the Lord said to
Joshua son of Nun, Moses’ aide: “Moses my
servant is dead. Now then, you and all these people, get ready to cross the
Jordan River into the land I am about to give to them—to the
Israelites. I will give you every place where you set
your foot, as I promised Moses. Your
territory will extend from the desert to Lebanon, and from the great
river, the Euphrates—all the Hittite country—to the Mediterranean Sea in
the west. No one will be able to stand against
you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with
you; I will never leave you nor forsake you. Be strong and
courageous, because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore
to their ancestors to give them. (Joshua
1:1-6)
Four years ago, I saw my
life as parallel of Abraham’s, leaving the only home I’ve really ever known to
go somewhere I didn’t know. I haven’t been able to shake that parallel, and
that’s the reason I named my truck Abraham. The problem with finding parallels
in Scripture is that there are parallels within Scripture as well. Was I following
in the footsteps of Abraham, or Moses? Looking back, I see quite a bit of following
a law-giver (my father) out of Egypt (my life in my former job.)
Egypt is four years – not forty
– in the past. “Moses” is dead, and I’m looking across a river at a land that I
hear is filled with giants: giant publishing companies, agents, writers, and
retailers who won’t eat you fir lunch, but neither will the bother to notice
whose heart they are trampling under foot
It was the winter of 1980
when I first thought about becoming a writer. Within ten weeks, I’d decided
that if my name wasn’t Isaac Asimov, I’d never make it, an changed my major to education.
After a couple years in that major, I changed back to writing because it was
the only way I could complete my degree in close to the standard time. That was
thirty-eight years ago.. I’m not going to quibble about the parallel being less
than exact. For all intents and purposes, it’s forty years.
This morning as I walked and
thought about all this, I found myself considering another possible and sort of
obvious parallel. My departure from this home and journey to my winter home is
the crossing of the Jordan. Zephyrhills is to be Gilgal, the base camp from
which I must do battle with the things that frighten me. My Canaanites, Hittites,
Jebusites, Hivites, etc. won’t be groups of people. My enemies are not flesh
and blood.
I have the sense that I’ve
traveled around the mountain for long enough. It’s time to cross the Jordan.
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