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Circling a Black Hole

God called the light “day,” and the darkness he called “night.” And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day. (Genesis 1:5)

          At that time the Lord said to Joshua, “Make flint knives and circumcise the Israelites again.” So Joshua made flint knives and circumcised the Israelites at Gibeath Haaraloth. Now this is why he did so: All those who came out of Egypt—all the men of military age—died in the wilderness on the way after leaving Egypt. All the people that came out had been circumcised, but all the people born in the wilderness during the journey from Egypt had not. The Israelites had moved about in the wilderness forty years until all the men who were of military age when they left Egypt had died, since they had not obeyed the Lord. For the Lord had sworn to them that they would not see the land he had solemnly promised their ancestors to give us, a land flowing with milk and honey. So he raised up their sons in their place, and these were the ones Joshua circumcised. They were still uncircumcised because they had not been circumcised on the way. And after the whole nation had been circumcised, they remained where they were in camp until they were healed. (Joshua 5:2-7)

         Thethey gathered around him and asked him, “Lord, are you at this time going to restore the kingdom to Israel?”
          “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.” (Acts 1:6 & 18)

          All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance, admitting that they were foreigners and strangers on earth. (Hebrews 11:13)

          I keep circling around the same black hole, one I’ve already blogged about a number of times and in a number of ways. From what I see in today’s passages, it’s a common black hole. In the beginning, when God created the universe, He declared the day to begin with the evening. At least, that’s the way the Jews understood it. That means that the day began with eating dinner, spending quiet time with family, and going to bed. What had to be done that day had to wait until morning.
          After Moses died, Joshua took over the leadership of the Jews. He led them across the Jordan as Moses had led them across the Red Sea. Go, win the Promised land, but, wait… first, in enemy territory, incapacitate the soldiers for three days? Once you’ve done that, wait…spend seven days circling the city.
          Fast forward, the resurrection has taken place. And the disciples gather around and ask, “Are You going to restore the kingdom now?” Now?
          And Jesus says, “…when the Holy Spirit comes on you…” Future tense. Not yet. Wait for it…
          And in the Hall of Faith, the key to understanding comes partway through the display of portraits. None of the people described received what they sought. They’re still waiting because we are part of the plan.
          And then it comes back to me, and to you. Like so many others, it seems as though any every road and path is blocked. Road closed. No entry, no exit.
          As I took food to the birds the other day, a phrase came to mind that hasn’t come to mind in more than a year – at least not that I recall. “Bow the knee.” It’s a phrase that usually comes to mind when I’m not happy with the way things are going.
          One of the things about bowing the knee, or accepting God’s will when we’re rather be doing something is the fact that bowing the knee doesn’t involve sitting in front of the TV. It is a time of rest and preparation. We are circling a black hole, mountains, our wagons, or whatever, but the time will come when we will move out. When? We don’t know, but it could be in the next ten minutes, so we probably ought to keep the stuff we’re not using packed, so we can be ready quickly. When? We don’t know, but it looks like there are these few directions we can go, so maybe we should get stuff ready we’re likely to need.

          When? We don’t know, but is our house clean? Are the bills paid, or are they waiting in a pile? Have you been exercising? Eating right? Getting enough sleep? Do you know the possible directions you might go? More importantly than those things, are you bowing the knee? Are you trusting and looking forward as you wait, or are you circling a black hole?

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