The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. (NIV)
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. (KJV)
(Psalm 23:1)
My
Sunday School class homework asks me to spend some time memorizing and
meditating on Psalm 23, so here is the first verse. First, let’s look at the
first part. The Lord is my shepherd. There are books written
about this psalm – one of them was written by a shepherd, so he has an idea
what David was singing about. Without rehearsing what he wrote, the fact that
the Lord is my shepherd means that the Lord calls the shots. I’m His pet, His
livestock. He decides where I go, what I do, when to shear me, and, possibly,
when to sacrifice me (in a manner much more minor than the sacrifice of Jesus
Christ – I’m not even pretending to go there!)
Generally,
people think this psalm is comforting, and it is, but this part of this verse
is problematic for me. It is comforting, but it is also disturbing. I lived
with my parents and spent from 2015 to 2019 as my father’s caregiver. One of
the biggest problems was that my parents tended to make decisions for me
without including me in the conversation. The organizations and companies I
worked for tended to make decisions that involved me without involving me.
I
can well imagine that most people go through some of this. It’s probably a
completely natural – fallen – response. It’s not really that we want to be
included. We want our opinion to matter at least a little more than anyone else’s.
“It’s my life, after all!” How can anyone, even God, know what’s best for
my life better than I do?
Do
you see what’s happening here? There’s separation.
It might seem tiny, but it’s the first blow of an ax against the bark of the
tree of the relationship. It is the point at which we must decide if we are
going to love and trust the Lord (or the parent, spouse, employer, or
what-have-you) even though He is (or they are) taking charge of your life as if
they have a right to do so and making decisions of which you haven’t approved. And,
frustratingly, this isn’t a decision you make today and never have to make
again. It’s a decision we all have to make every time the Lord’s will doesn’t
happen to be ours.
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