I call on you, my God, for you will answer me; turn your ear to me and hear my prayer. Show me the wonders of your great love, you who save by your right hand those who take refuge in you from their foes. Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings from the wicked who are out to destroy me, from my mortal enemies who surround me. (Psalm 17: 6-9)
These were all commended for their faith, yet none of them received what had
been promised (Hebrews 11:39)
Shadrach,
Meshach and Abednego replied to him, “King Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need
to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If
we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to
deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from Your Majesty’s
hand. But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your
Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have
set up.” (Daniel 3:16-18)
I wish I
could sing this psalm, but David’s being pretty over-the-top bold. There are
other Psalms when he makes it clear that God hadn’t answered. So given the
past, is he being overly optimistic in claiming that God will answer him now? This
is where I run into problems. I know people claim that God always answers
prayer. It might be “yes,” or it might be “no,” or it might be “wait,” but He
always answers. And I know it’s possible that He answers, and I don’t hear or
understand the answer.
But then
I read the verse from Hebrews 11:39, and I know that God might not answer me
during my lifetime, and Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego are commended because they
declared that whether God protected them from the fire or not, they would not
turn from Him.
So when
it comes this psalm-writer’s confidence about God answering him, I can relate
to the request. I want to be more in tune with God, to see the wonders of His
great love, to hear His still, small voice, to recognize His provisions, to
feel protected… All of those would be, have been, and shall be desired and
enjoyed. Because I have seen, heard, recognized, and felt in the past even if I
don’t right now, and I fully expect that I will see, hear, recognize and feel
in the future even if I don’t right now. That doesn’t make it necessarily
easier to go through the times when God doesn’t appear to be there and doesn’t
appear to be doing anything.
The
problem is, I don’t have patience. At least, I don’t have the sort of patience
of the folks described in the verse in Hebrews. And I don’t have the sharply
defined circumstances of the men in Daniel. They knew their answer would arrive
in a specific time period. Things were well defined for them. And perhaps that’s
closer to what the psalmist is describing. Maybe there was a specific, clear
situation – a real crisis. In my life, it seems as though most of my crises are
self-inflicted and probably imaginary.
The
other issue that needs to be considered is God’s goal in His answers. If His
goal is His glory and our benefit (Yes, I’m considering those to be basically the
same thing seen from different perspectives) then how often does He need to not
answer, to strengthen and mature us by not treating us as infants?
I feel
like I’m back to the same old, same old. Whine… “God’s not talking to me the
way I want. He’s not doing what I want. He never listens to me. He must not
love me, etc.” But I also know the truth, that even when I don’t get what I
want… even when I don’t hear or see an answer, God is still good. He still
loves me. He has promised to guide me and protect me, and so far – even if I
don’t notice – He has done so. That
means that the psalmist is right, and I’m the one who needs to change her tune. He will answer me, after all.
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