4 Things to Practice while You are in Your Waiting Season
1. Speak
truth about yourself and God
2. Love people
for who they are and not who you wish they were
3. Pray BIG
prayers
4. Read,
believe, and obey God’s Word
The above
isn’t Scripture, though you’ll find them consistent with Scripture. I’ve spent
most of the afternoon trying to figure out what to write about from Scripture
for this blog, and I’m not finding anything that inspires comment. The longer I
wait, the worse the struggle becomes and the worse my thinking gets. How can I,
as a Christian, not have so much to write about what I find in Scripture that
there’s ever any lack? How can I, as a Christian, not find it next to
impossible to keep myself from singing His praises. It’s not even that I’m
going through hard times. There are no traumas, there just isn’t any inspiration.
Proverbs
31 Ministries posted this little bit of wisdom. As I’ve waited all day for
inspiration, and as I’m waiting for the weather to warm up enough so I can prep
and plant my garden, and then I’ll be waiting for my plants to grow, I’m
typically doing all the wrong things – I turn negative on myself, and therefore
negative on God (Why would He bother to help me? Etc.) If I prayed big prayers
before, they shrivel and dry up. And the idea of believing and obeying God’s
Word – well, I’m trying, but obeying seems to involve standing around, doing nothing
– and I’m bored. If I’m going to obey, let me obey in motion! If nothing else,
that gives me the illusion of control. (Ouch!)
The
garden isn’t the only place of waiting. My writing hasn’t been cooperating over
the past couple of weeks, and it feels like I’ve been waiting forever for
anyone to discover or enjoy my books. In waiting times, I don’t see the use of
praying for much of anything, because praying for it is the best way possible to
ensure that I won’t receive it!
So, if
I were to pray big prayers right now, what would they be?
Learn
to dance with God
Lose 30-50
lbs. this summer
Get the
roof and back door fixed or replaced ($$$)
My little
garden has a BIG harvest – enough to eat/use, preserve, and give away
Word
Fire published, and at least 1000 copies of each
book sold.
There
are others, but they go along the same pattern. Except for the first, none of
them are really big. It’s sort of like the spider I found on my T-shirt the
other night. It’s huge to me, but as spiders go, it was at best medium
sized.
So
let’s go to a couple old prayers – that this summer God would bless my socks
off. How selfish. That God would show the world what He can do in and through
the life of a middle-aged nobody. How egotistical.
No,
the biggest prayers I think I can think of are…
Thy
kingdom come, Thy will be done… and not my will, but Thine be done, oh Lord.
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