Skip to main content

Resting

             It is the Lord your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him. (Deuteronomy 13:4)

But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.” (Joshua 24:15)

 

          I’m writing this on Sunday morning after just confessing on my Facebook page that I don’t know if I’m strong enough to make today a day of rest. Things need to be put away, seeds need to be planted, problems need to be solved, writing, reading, and crafting need to be done. Each of these screams for attention. And I realize that a lot of people would shrug their shoulders. All those things can wait until tomorrow.

          They’re right, of course. But I suspect they have their own list, which might involve “needing” to watch football or binge-watch something on TV or streamed on their computers. They might need to have a family dinner or even to sleep. The important thing isn’t the exact thing that feel the need to do but that they need to do it. It can be a good thing, like “I need to go to church.” The question is – what are the things that you “need” to do or to have on Sunday other than spend time with God? What would spending the whole day with God look like?

          Is your immediate reaction, “Ugh, how boring!”? Or, “Oh good! An excuse to kick back, indulge myself, maybe even take a nap, and not work!”? But don’t those answers focus on your preferences for the day? Even assuming that you somehow strictly follow the Law about the Sabbath and get it all right, doesn’t the focus of the day end up being your excellence in keeping the Law?

          How would you feel about God suggesting that next Sunday, you spend the day with Him puttering in the garden or cooking a meal? What if, next Sunday, God calls on you to spend the day in prayer, helping someone move, or make your Sunday not the way you think your Sunday is supposed to be? What if the whole point is not about what you do or don’t do but whether God is at the center of your focus?

          My response is that I’m not strong enough to stand against all the things that scream for my attention. I recognize that yesterday was a particularly challenging day because I’m trying to get settled in. But all these things seem to think they have a right to demand my attention – a right that I have given them, and the fact that I feel too weak to stand against them means that I need to discuss them with God. I long to be able to quote the verse from Joshua above, but I need to work on the verse from Deuteronomy.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

The Right Road

          Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. (Psalm 139:7-12)                  For years before GPSes existed, I told people I wanted something in my car that would tell me, “Turn left in half a mile…turn left in a quarter mile…turn left in 500 feet… turn left in 100 feet…turn left now …You missed the turn, Dummy!” The problem isn’t necessarily that I get lost so much as I’m afraid I’ll get lost. I don’t want to have to spend my whole trip stressing over the next turn. I have the same problem with my spiritual journey.   

Died as a Ransom

                 For this reason Christ is the mediator of a new covenant, that those who are called may receive the promised eternal inheritance—now that he has died as a ransom to set them free from the sins committed under the first covenant. (Hebrews 9:15)                  This is something I’d really rather not think about but here it is and it’s important. I was reading in Bold Love about seeking revenge.  The author wrote of seeking justice when a supposed Christian does something sinful, harmful, and/or horrific, like sexually abusing a daughter.  And the thought that came to mind was of God asking if Jesus’ death was sufficient payment to me for the sin committed against me.                I have no specific longing for revenge, vengeance, or justice. I’m sure there are some lurking somewhere in my heart, but this wasn’t a response to one. It was more a question of principle. Jesus’ death was sufficient payment for to God for our sins.  That’s the standard Sunday Schoo

Out of the Depths

  Out of the depths I have cried to You, Lord. Lord, hear my voice! Let Your ears be attentive to the sound of my pleadings.   If You, Lord, were to keep account of guilty deeds, Lord, who could stand? But there is forgiveness with You, so that You may be revered. I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and I wait for His word. My soul waits in hope for the Lord more than the watchmen for the morning; Yes, more than the watchmen for the morning. Israel, wait for the Lord; for with the Lord there is mercy, and with Him is abundant redemption. And He will redeem Israel from all his guilty deeds . (Psalm 130)             I like Mr. Peterson’s interpretation of the first line. “The bottom has fallen out of my life!” Of course, the problem for some of us is the fact that we’re drama queens, and/or we’re weak. Any time anything happens that disturbs our sense of mastery and control, the bottom has fallen out of our lives. If the past couple of days have taught me anything, they’ve t