And
do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your
mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and
acceptable and perfect. (Romans 12:2 NASB)
Sometimes it seems hard to figure
out what God's will is. Sometimes, I'm sure that I'm going to miss His
direction. Once, when I was whining at Him about my belief that I was going to
do just that, He brought my early days at college, when someone I didn't know
approached me to talk about a survey that I hadn't taken (another Karen on my
floor had.) Did I miss God's direction there? No. He brought to mind the day I
started working toward my masters' degree. Did I miss His direction there?
Well, no, that was pretty clear. Event after event in my life in which His
direction was evident followed those. Then He asked, "So what makes you
think I'll let you miss the next one?" When He puts it that way.... Part
of our struggle is that we believe our following God's will for our life is
somehow all up to us.
Another part of the struggle is that
we believe following God's will for our lives will somehow set us apart from
everyone else in some mystically spiritual manner. A friend and I went to see
one of the Lord of the Rings movies, and during the movie, she commented about
how noble the characters were. Noble? They were covered with dirt! After
thinking about it for a while, I realized that my idea of noble was wrong, that
what is noble is not separated from reality at its ugliest. Noble can be
covered with dirt. I think we sometimes have the same "separate from and
rising above" view of God's will. Somehow, we think that doing God's will
is clean, neat, and somehow "above" all those mundane aspects of life
that result in our being dirty or struggling. In Practicing the Presence of
God, Brother Lawrence wrote of finding God's will to involve washing
dishes.
I think this idea that God's will is
somehow disconnected from the rest of life makes "finding" that will
particularly difficult. There are things
we know to be God's general will. He wants all of us to live by the principles
laid out in Scripture. But that individual, God's-plan-for-my-life will somehow
should be dramatic. A pastor once said that he would gladly go out and slay a
dragon for his lady-love, but when it came to taking out the garbage, somehow
that didn't express love. Someone I know used to complain regularly about not
knowing what God's will for his life was. He also complained about some things
in the church that he thought wrong, but he shook his head at the suggestion
that the fact that he noticed these things might be an indication that God
wanted him to do something about them. "Do the obvious" or "fix
the problem," seem to be good ways to do God's will as long as they are
done in keeping with God's general will of loving Him with all our hearts,
souls, minds and strength and loving our neighbor as ourselves.
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Birthday of
Louis Agassiz
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