I will obey your decrees; do not utterly forsake me. (Psalm 119:8)
For all who rely on the works of
the law are under a curse, as it is written: “Cursed is everyone who
does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law.” Clearly no
one who relies on the law is justified before God, because “the righteous
will live by faith.” (Galatians 3:10-11)
There’s a scene in Star Wars:
A New Hope in which Luke shoots one of the imperials ships, and shouts to
Han about it. Han responds with “Don’t get cocky.” That’s a good approximation
of my reaction to “I will obey your decrees.” As I’ve listened to young folks
with their dreams about how they “will get rich,” I think something similar. Mind
you, I’ve been there, but now I’m old and while I may dream, I’m not brash
enough to proclaim “I will…”
Some people might think I’m
being too hard on the psalmist, but when faced with a list of those
commandments, those people usually fall back on “we live by grace” or “God
forgives,” or “You’re too picky.” Some may think that my unwillingness to “name
and claim” has jinxed my chances, but that’s a topic for a different day.
And they’re right about the
first two, but not the third. I’m just as likely to try to justify breaking
some commandments as they are. I’m just as big a failure because if you depend
on obeying all His decrees for your salvation, one failure is all it takes.
But the second half of the verse
gives me another idea about the first half, one that isn’t cocky. The psalmist is
making a vow, but he isn’t boasting. Obeying God’s decrees is his desired
outcome, and he pleads that God would not utterly forsake him as a result of
his failures. It is a cry for mercy made in humility, but it’s also a cry of heartfelt
hope. It’s a goal for each moment, with grace making up when we fail because God’s grace is
immeasurable, His forgiveness unending to those who seek Him.
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