Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. (Psalm 27:14)
Is there anything harder?
It’s hard to have to wait for traffic lights, check out lines, or phone calls, but
you have waited at the same lights and you know they’ll change. Check out lines
shrink over time, and you get to step forward. And if nothing else, you can
call the person who is failing to call you. It’s worse when we have to wait for
pain to subside or problems to be solved. Having to wait for God has to be the
worst. After all, we’re told that God is all powerful, and loving. If He’s so
powerful, how can He be loving if He does not act? It’s an old question, but it
describes our response when we pray, or ask, or beg, or scream, and God doesn’t
answer. After all, isn’t the Lord supposed to be our Shepherd, providing so
that we shall not want?
On the other side of the
equation, there’s the painful “Hall of Faith” in Hebrews 11, where we’re told
that those who kept waiting, but did not receive what they waited for during
their lifetimes are the folks of whom the world is not worthy. How can we help
but ask “Why Lord?”
Why should we wait?
Why should we have to wait? One answer that deserves consideration is that God
is God, and we are not. If God could be obligated to meet our needs within a
specific time span, that obligation would make Him our slave, and us His god. Some
might say that this means God is petty or holding on to His power for fear of
being replaced. But the problem with this is that if we try to take His place,
we are just as guilty of being petty as we claim He is for keeping it. It wouldn’t
be healthy for either God or us to give us everything we want or to let us take
His place. Learning to endure delayed gratification makes us stronger.
We may grant that,
but what about the times when we’re not being childish, greedy, or
unreasonable? Why does God make people wait when it’s important? Why must we wait
when we’re in pain, or depressed, or afraid? In a sense, this is the same question
throwing in an appeal to pity. It’s natural that we would want the pain to go
away, but ultimately, it’s a claim that everything should be made to be as we
want. In another way, it’s even worse. We aren’t usurping God’s place. When we
are in pain, our universe tends to shrink to the pain and its cause. The pain becomes
our god. The same is true of addiction, depression, fear, anger, hatred, or any
strong feelings or emotions – especially the negative ones. As our universe
shrinks, that feeling or emotion becomes our god. Whatever controls our lives is our god.
So if God wants to be
our God, shouldn’t He remove all those other false gods? If we never felt pain,
it couldn’t control us. But that would make those same things god over God and
us, since He would have to respond even to the threat that we might experience
them. The only means of removing those things, or anything else, from the throne
of our lives, we must overcome them. Pain isn’t our god because we feel it. It
is our god when we let it control and enslave us. Freedom is when those things no longer take God's place.
All of this is why we
need to wait for the Lord, and keep our focus on Him.
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